The Dark Night
There are moments in life, or at least my life when things seem to be dark…….of course it could be my only my perception. Not a depression so to say, just when things seem tougher, a struggle or emotions are coming up.
It could be too that I have been selling and giving away almost all of my belongings, all my things including my home, the last to go is my car and it’s any day now.
Yup – everything.
Tell me that doesn’t bring up one’s shit………..judgments, fears, stories, etc
It’s been kind of bittersweet to be honest. Saying good bye to antiques I’ve had for years, one’s that I refinished and I love.
My friends know and most understand or get it to a certain degree what I am doing.
Many people don’t know exactly what I am doing except I’ve been talking about going travelling.
Something I’ve talked about since I was in my teens.
Honestly I’ve never been out of North America…………..
November and December have been raining and grey – perfect time to go within and let go.
All the old crap that doesn’t serve me any longer, the stories, belief systems, types of work or doing things that don’t align with my soul.
I have been paying attention to what has been coming up for me – emotions, memories, sadness, excitement, overwhelment, doubt and probably everything else.
What has been great is I’ve had many awarenesses and have bee able to let go of some triggers, old childhood stories that no longer served me – when that happens you start to feel lighter, freer and more empowered. You start truly connecting with your true essence or your source energy.
The whispering of my soul, my heart had been calling me, ever so quietly, then louder and louder – the new chapter is beginning!
Always through the dark night the light will shine again especially if you keep moving forward, breath and know this too shall pass!!
Can’t wait to share my next post with you as the new journey begins!!
Create a magical day!!
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